A lot has happened in the past five months. I saw more countries in Asia, saw God witness, and said goodbye to my class. I also had to say goodbye to my first faculty, a group of God loving individuals that had become a second family for me. I had to make adult choices concerning career, and there were some trying times and joyous times. Currently, I am back in America spending some quality time with friends and family before I get ready to leave for Suriname. Suriname is where I will be spending the next two years of my life teaching fourth grade to children at an international school. God has certainly opened up doors for me internationally, and I am very thankful for that.
After much prayer, I had decided that God was calling me to stay international for a time. I took this opportunity to look for jobs at Christian schools where I could help be an ambassador for Christ. In the end, I had narrowed down my choice to two schools. I was very indecisive and prayed to God for a sign. He sent me two. The first, was a facebook message from my mother telling me that the head-of-school had contacted her and talked about my teaching in Suriname. It had filled my father and mother with peace to hear that conversation. The second was an email from a fellow teacher telling me about the witnessing opportunities she has had while at school. Her letter was filled with the spirit, and I could tell that God was calling me to go to this school. I am honored that in turn, this school hired me, and is willing to help a new teacher.
I have had to say a lot of goodbyes over these past few weeks, which has been hard. For reflection, I often go to Ecclesiastes during hard times:
Ecclesiastes 3:1-8
There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven:
a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,
a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,
a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,
a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,
a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,
a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,
a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.
God places people into our lives for a reason. We learn from each other through Him. I am thankful for God for romancing me throughout my time in China. I feel that I have a freedom now in my spirituality as opposed to a burden. I am made free through Christ and his undying love and sacrifice. I think we all need to remind ourselves of that sometimes :).