Saturday, October 19, 2013

Reality Check: I am in South America

It has almost been three months since I woke up in South America, and I am still getting use to living on another continent.  Yes, this is the third continent I have lived on in 2013, but it is still uniquely different.  There is palm trees and scorching heat.  It rains a lot, causing the streets to flood as well.  My friends are right now experiencing fall, while I am experiencing 90 degree weather and a dry season.  Things here are just different.

I would like to say that I have completely adjusted to life here, but there are still unexpected surprises everyday.  For example, yesterday I saw the movie Captain Phillips with some of my housemates.  This movie talks about an American captain taken hostage during a Somalian pirate raid.  During this movie I realized a small thing.  My housemates and I are probably the only Americans in the theatre.  This movie has some American ideals that are talked about, and it shows the power of my home country.  I thought that it was interesting to observe other people's reactions when jokes about America were made.  It is always interesting to get other people's insights on the United States. 

I still get these moments where I tell myself, "Hey, guess what?  You are living in South America." 

It makes you think about God and His plan.

Last October I was student teaching in Wisconsin.  I spent my mornings and afternoons driving around gorgeous scenery of leaves changing color.  I would start out everyday with hot apple cider, and end it with food network.  My friends and I would play cards during the weekends, and people cared about who was playing the World Series.  I had my mind made up that I wanted to teach middle school math in the lovely state of Colorado. 

Then, around this time, I heard about a job opportunity to teach in China for six months.  After encouragement from my aunt and uncle, I sent in my application.  A month later, I would find out that got the job position.  A month after that, I would graduate college, and prepare to move to China.   Once in China, I would experience a pull to spread the gospel and to strengthen my relationship with God.  While there, I felt that I needed to stay international for a while, and ended up in South America.  All of this has happened in a year... one year, and my life has completely taken an unexpected turn. 

Not for the worse though.  I realize that I am following God's plan down here.  He had great plans for me, and they are still being revealed.  I never thought I would end up in South America, but God knew. 

I used to, and slightly still do, have a control issue.  I, like many people, like being the one who has the steering wheel.  I like to chose where I want to go and what I am going to do.  I like to be in charge and know what is happening.  However, since moving to South America, I have let God take the steering wheel.  I say that, when in reality, He had it all along, I just did not acknowledge it.  If I can be honest, since I have acknowledged God's control in my life, my shoulders have felt lighter.  There is a freedom in giving everything up to God.  My worries have lessened, and I can "go with the flow" a lot easier.  So, now I am sitting in shotgun waiting for what God has in store for my life.  He has already given me so much in life with family, friends, music, a career, and sports.  I get that daily reality check that His plan is in process.  Everyday is a new adventure filled with surprises!

1 Thessalonians 5:16-18-"be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus."

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