I was at an apple orchard one
summer while visiting my family in the United States. While looking through the gift shop, I noticed
a sign that said the quote, “There is beauty in humble places.” I instantly thought of Suriname, the place
that I had called home for the last couple of years. I think of this quote a lot. When I moved to Suriname to be a missionary
teacher, I knew that I wasn’t moving to this fabulous tourist location. I knew that it had a high poverty rate and
high crime rate when it came to theft. I
knew that I might be propositioned by men.
I knew it would be tough. However,
after six years of living in Suriname I feel pride in this place and the people. It is beautiful. There are so many beautiful moments that have
happened during my time in Suriname. I
wanted to try (emphasis on TRY) and write a poem that describes my emotions as
I am heading into my last month as a resident of this country. Maybe one day God will call us back to this
place to teach again. Until then, I know
it is fully not a goodbye to Suriname, but a see you later.
There is Beauty in Humble Places
There is beauty in humble places
And seeing familiar faces
But I felt called to spaces that I did not know
Said goodbye to my family, my home, my country
Following only a call to harvest
“Here I am, send me”
I didn’t understand the love it would take
How on days my heart would break
And some I thought this was a mistake
That maybe this mission is one I shouldn’t take
But still I saw
There is beauty in humble places
There is beauty in humble places
And seeing student faces
Praying they would find out what grace is
Hearts of stone to hearts of flesh
I hope they know how much I care
I learned from them, hopefully they learned from me
There is beauty in humble places
Two years planned, but six said God
Year 1 brought new friendships
Year 2 brought me a partner
Year 3 brought a new job, the time to trust
Year 4 brought a new name, new job, new house, new problems,
new prayers, help needed, help received, but…
……Help, I pleaded, I’m drowning
This year was a storm.
Year 5, God calmed it.
Year 6, God healed and refreshed, his promise faithful. New people brought community and support.
Year 7….
Now
I’m saying tot ziens
to this humble place
Thankful for the time
Thankful for the love
The people here changed me
God rearranged me
I am not the same
As the years have come and gone,
I’ve said so many goodbyes,
brothers and sisters called away
Friends and students scattered across this big earth
I can’t write down each individual memory
And now it is our turn
A piece of my heart stays here
Suriname
You mean so much
Thank you for showing me
Sad times, good times, hard times, fun times
the beauty in humble places
Full Quote: Blessed are they who see beautiful things in
humble places where others see nothing-Camille Pissaro
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